Dear Wendy, Nadia, Esther, Jayden, Audi and the rest of you, who I will have honor to meet!
I will come to Singapore… Someday!!!
This is the promise that I made today and not only in order to calm myself down.
I will do it! Yes, I will!
It was only 4 days ago when I first heard about AIESEC student exchange program to some Asian countries and the first thought was “OMG, I am gonna go to Singapore to meet them!!!!”.
I acted pathetic and too excited with the idea, wasn’t thinking about the consequences and my job.
So I did my best to pass all the stages.
I filled my application perfectly, I was invited on the interview, I did really good job there too (I even mentioned the exact numbers of how many people live in Singapore and what is the total land-area! lol XD ).
Yesterday I was invited to the announcement of winners.
And I DID WIN!!!
But why bother with a “Hooray”… :(
I can’t come anyway :(
Because of :
1) the program starts too early – on 20th of July and lasts till the first week of September.
If I came, I would lose all the projects I started just recently and I am so hopeful about and expecting much money from them.
2) And it may have been nothing compared to that I can’t collect enough money for the Airline ticket until 20th. It costs some f*cking 850 Euros, which means that you live oh-so far, guys! (Or maybe it’s me, who lives far :D)
What kind of grant is that anyway? Sponsoring everything except the travel fees? WTF?
I was so upset about the idea of wining the exchange program grant and not being able to go.
But for now I am staying home…
Still with the dream of meeting all of you someday!
I will sum-up a great deal of money til then and bring my husband too ^_^
Maybe next summer for sure? ;)
I watch you, I read you, I love you!