I invited Alice to watch movies. I was going to stay home alone on weekend. My parents were taking my sister to some teen festival. Dude, she can’t go alone! hah! It’s stupid.
I rented three new DVDs and invited her. It was Saturday evening. I bought popcorn beforehand and was cooking dinner for two.
I wanted the evening to be just perfect, and I was afraid to exaggerate at the time.
She rang the bell and knocked twice.
I opened. She came in.
“Uuummm! such a smell!!! I like it! what are you cooking?” she went to the kitchen taking off extra clothe… I followed her. Alice looked in my frying pan and turned around. I was looking at her and thought “what about kissing…” but the very next moment I ignored myself and turned off the gas. “Are you hungry?” I asked. She was hungry.
We laid the table and ate chicken. She was talking about her art-studies and about the music she listened recently. I was silent and smiled. Then we moved to the living room.
The movie was funny. Some guy trying to escape prison. He seemed to manage it somehow… I couldn’t…
It is funny, actually, how I try to please her. I don’t even know does she enjoy it? Does she like it?
“Alice, do you like the movie?”
“Nope, it’s stupid, haha!” she said. My goodness! She is crazy!
“OK. watch another one?” I asked hopefully.
“Nope, we could do something… more interesting” She smiled cunning and moved close to me…
If I could look at my own self that moment, I would see it frozen.
“Alice…” I mumbled.
“I know you want it…” and she took off her shirt.  Now she was topless. She was AWESOME. “Alice…”
And she put her hand on my cheek and then slowly touched my breast with another hand. She was so near… She was so mine…
That I closed my eyes. It was twenty thousand butterflies into my stomach trying to burst out but couldn’t find the way. She put her arms around me and caressing forced me to lie down on the carpet…

I was feeling her wet lips on my face… She kissed my lips, caressed my breasts and I was feeling her weight on my body… She slowly was taking my shirt off.. She wanted me… Suddenly I feared. It was so fast I couldn’t stop myself from…
“No, Alice, stop!”,  she stopped. I couldn’t open my eyes. I was lying on the carpet, half topless, fully ashamed of her, of myself. I was so stupid that I told her to leave…
She said absolutely nothing.
She got dressed and left.
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I am still there, still lying on the carpet, still half topless and thinking.
I am 20 and with nothing but doubts…
How much I suck!

Tagged as: LGBT, Sex, Story, Things About Alice